Recently no so in good mood,too much thing happen beside me, i lost myself, what is the meaning of being an understanding human, what is mean by a perfect characteristic. Always,i thought myself is a mature person, but i don't!!!who are you, who am i?i also dunno, i sometimes feel din't deserve ppl treat me good, keep disappointed people, u such a crap, fate ppl. Tired enough of the question troubled, where's the simple life?i lose my personality,i now reli dunno how to be a human, i dunno T.T
Sudden listened to avril's this song, it reli touched me, part 1:55, my grandfather in heaven, brilliant voice make me can't control my tears, i explode my moody emotion strong enough, my pillow wet, grandpa, u leave me for 8 years,i am 21 years old d, adult d, everytime when small when i no happy,u are my good listener, i like to sit beside u when dinner because u always serve me the big portion of dish, i like play wib ur beard, i like crawl on you, i like u buy me coffee candy and mamee. I achieve good result is because u always give me present. When you're gone, i am not at ur side, y sudden "they" grab u away, i even din earn money bring u go around. How are you now at there, i will be ok, i will work hard, u always be my spirit in my heart, when trouble appear, i always thing of you,your big hand that hold me tight. Grandpa, when you;re gone.....i am ok.....i miss u.....
