Harloo...blog long time no see, I come to visit u again my little secret cave..... recent saw a post,

單身的你中了5條以上，說明你真的受傷了！This is so me, single no mean not good, just long time d,u will slowly feel u need someone to acc u share ur happiness,bitterness especially friends getting lesser after work. U get the target to earn money the target to continue on,23yrs d I still wait for the CHOSEN ONE...

1、有時候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人說話，只想一個人靜靜的發呆。

2、有時候，突然覺得心情煩躁，看什麽都覺得不舒服，心裏悶的發慌，拼命想尋找一個出口。

3、有時候，發現身邊的人都不了解自己，面對著身邊的人，突然覺得說不出話。

4、有時候，感覺自己與世界格格不入，曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非。

5、有時候，突然很想逃離現在的生活，想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪。

6、有時候，別人突然對你說，我覺得你變了，然後自己開始百感交集。

7、有時候，希望時間為自己停下，做完還沒來得及做的事情。

8、有時候，想一個人躲起來脆弱，不願別人看到自己的傷口。

9、有時候，突然很想哭，卻難過的哭不出來。

10、有時候，夜深人靜，突然覺得不是睡不著，而是固執地不想睡。

11、有時候，走過熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一個人的臉。

12、有時候，明明自己心裏有很多話要說，卻不知道怎樣表達。

13、有時候，覺得自己擁有著整個世界，一瞬間卻又覺得自己其實一無所有。

14、有時候，明明自己身邊很多朋友，卻依然覺得孤單。

15、有時候，很想放縱自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底裏地發一次瘋。

16、有時候，突然找不到自己，把自己丟的無影無蹤。

17、有時候，心裏突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒，覺得自己很累很累。

18、有時候，看不到自己未來的樣子，迷茫的不知所措。

19、有時候，發現自己一夜之間長大了也會帶著面具，口蜜腹劍地傷人了。

20、有時候，聽到一首歌，就會突然想起一個人。

21、有時候，希望能找個人好好疼愛自己，渴望一種安全感。可當那個可以疼你的人出現的時候，你卻偏執地退隱。

22、有時候，別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話，心裏郁悶的發慌。

23、有時候，常常在回憶裏掙紮，有很多過去無法釋懷。

24、有時候，很容易感動別人的關懷，有時候卻麻木地像個笨蛋。

25、有時候，總覺得不是所有人都是真心對待你的友情或者愛情。

When you're gone

Recently no so in good mood,too much thing happen beside me, i lost myself, what is the meaning of being an understanding human, what is mean by a perfect characteristic. Always,i thought myself is a mature person, but i don't!!!who are you, who am i?i also dunno, i sometimes feel din't deserve ppl treat me good, keep disappointed people, u such a crap, fate ppl. Tired enough of the question troubled, where's the simple life?i lose my personality,i now reli dunno how to be a human, i dunno T.T
Sudden listened to avril's this song, it reli touched me, part 1:55, my grandfather in heaven, brilliant voice make me can't control my tears, i explode my moody emotion strong enough, my pillow wet,  grandpa, u leave me for 8 years,i am 21 years old d, adult d, everytime  when small when i no happy,u are my good listener, i like to sit beside u when dinner because u always serve me the big portion of dish, i like play wib ur beard, i like crawl on you, i like u buy me coffee candy and mamee. I achieve good result is because u always give me present. When you're gone, i am not at ur side, y sudden "they" grab u away, i even din earn money bring u go around. How are you now at there, i will be ok, i will work hard, u always be my spirit in my heart, when trouble appear, i always thing of you,your big hand that hold me tight. Grandpa, when you;re gone.....i am ok.....i miss u.....

回望

回望 （一）

现在已夜深人静，吾难以入眠，天气酷热难忍，突有雅兴在这抒发下这诡异半夜寂寞的情绪.回望，何谓用着做题目，前天在回马六甲马六甲的当儿遇见了许久没见的一个中学文静的老友，就算以前也是很少聊的，突然又说不完的话题，分享我们大学深照的趣事,一说就不能收拾，不久后巴士就来了，可惜的是没能坐在一起继续我们的话题，有点遗憾，两个小时的车程把我们送到了吉隆坡，我还要继续我的旅程，他在买了轻快铁的票后，我们也分道扬镳了，临走前，他还回望了和我道别了一下，突然这时涌现了一些熟悉的画面，那熟悉的背影代表了我中学时期的朋友,我自认不是很怀旧的朋友，可是，奇怪的是突然很想问朋友们，"你们还好吗？","有记得这个很八的我吗？”

朋友，你们都好吗？

回望 （二）

也是同一天，在我回来马六甲的路上，我在巴士睡着了，可能太累了到了车站都还不会醒，可这时候有一位马来同胞把我叫醒了，还回望的对我微笑，可能这对一般人来说没什么大不了，可我突然感觉到莫名的感动，我一向来对马来人没什么好感的，可这时让我觉得我们不同种族是可以共存的，冷漠的人群中让我感受到了一丝热情～

Recently, or can say for a long time i keep ask myself a question, do i reli have my "audience"?The one who willing listen to my problem or the one i could share my happiness to?from secondary school until today,i act as a counselor to keep listen ppl problem, secret and interpret for them, although i may not the key to solve the lock, at least i reli put my heart on it, my friend or my mantes start recover is my biggest success. I able to make lots a friend, but a real buddy reli not easy to find, always imagine would it be a person reli we can share thing together, no oni he/she talk his/her thing,i may talk about myself as much. "Audience" nid a loyal "performer" that truly trust he/she. But, words say god aso gt his weakness, so i cant always be so rational always, human also as i am one of them. Seriously, i always think since ppl and ppl will have a bond,no matter frenship, family or couple?why din we all think with a open-minded, the world will be better, it just nid we all work together ba~And i reli wan my ppl around happy and satisfy wat we get,chase the envy, dissatisfaction away, the audience function will become no so much important ady since we build our trust together~Everything will be better tomorrow, dun give up whatever bad situation we met,tough!!!
Lalala,nitezzz,world,opps,no,its morning~hehe

"Moment" in my life

Hearing music in midnight,special mood for me,my blog heart is back~eager to write my moment down

Its have been my second degree year in my three year uni life,left one year is my graduation

since i enter this uni from foundation,i imagine how nice could i graduate one day,go for work

but ppl is very weird one,wen the moment come,he find that the thing that he dreamed no tat nice,like me

not eager to graduates due to i reli find my precious friend here,always think that feel sad to leave here one day,anyway,i will appreciate the "moment"i have now.

I begin like to go campus library,chatting with them,kidding wib them,relax,enjoy every moment of our outing time,ppl always say its correct timing and fate that tie urs bond together~

Recently,i have my best of the best moment in this semester~

Moment 1

Nadeje

We will in love wib here,due to its famous layer cakes and the delicious cuisine here,like here's environment much

The amazing layer cake,melt in ur mouth wen u u having it

Western and japanese style dish with a reasonable price,its reli delicious!!!

"Simply fish moment"

Roasted chicken

Beef burger

Western style fish and chips~

Moment 2

Ok chicken Korean restaurant,recently we are deeply in love to this restaurant,nice smile from shop owner there,nice dining environment,food,the price

Our nice chief~friendly~

Korean Zha jiang mian, traditional dish having by poor ppl in Korea country~ 

fried chicken wib chips

The famous bbq chicken!!!juicy meat~

Melisa so happy wen saw the "chicken"lol

Blackball moment

We have a try to blackball that almost same with snowflakes ice-make desert,but gt level different,lolz~

Moment 3

Hagen Dazz and tangkak tomyam mian fen gao

Specially thanks to jian min fetch me to make my passport,finally i have my first ever passport,vacation soon and reli appreciate her fetch us go Tangkak-a small town in Johor,have the tomyam mian fen gao as our meal

Weird pose,lol~

The Tomyam and the ice,perfect couple!!!Its worth to have our half journey to be here~

Then,we all sudden so excited,have our first ever high class tea time at hagen dazz,the female top choise dreamed dessert!!!

HAggen Dazz,macarrone melts your taste buds,opps

Chocolate topping,top class taste,enjoy till the max!!!

chat session there,hear wib soft music,reli a enjoyable~

Artistic jia min~

Others Moments

Korean nights~kpop,vow!!! fantastic baby~

I not much express myself in front u all,but i am a "gan xing" person,hope i may use my optimistic and positive thinking will influence u all,emo emo cases go away,hahaha,reli happy to have u all,long live friendship!!!

Hot Air Balloon FeVEr!!!

There's couple of weeks i din update my blog also,issh,dust everywhere

anyway,i am bac!!!

Last week 17/3,i got my second chance to join for the great

Putrajaya Hot Air Ballon international Festa 

Tis time i have along wib my great tools,a nicon p100model camera

Its a great opportunity for me to capture a lots of amazing photo

Boots activity on the lake

Enjoyable a relax view

Extreme game too

sky ski with a motor fans 

 lots of preeties

and beauties there

of course there cannot lack of couple

great place to date

 

families day!!!

Cat balloon from Vietnam!!!

shocking flame,so hotttt!!!

Michelin balloon

 representative from Dubai!!!!

impressive US timber wood balloon,its awesome big~ 

Big parrot on it~

Its getting dark,sun begin to fall~

 A child facing at the mountain~

Then,we rest long and wait for the second session of hot air balloon~

start to pump the air and heat~

 From Malaysia,tune talk balloon~

Fly emirates airline~

One of the big guest tat day,double layer cake balloon~

incredible big,nid much time to pump the air~

Amazing flame!!!

Timber wood balloon at night~

There's the end of the festa,although its not a huge event,it give ppl chance to have a recognization of the traditional air transport before the aeroplane is invented,it remind us about our ancestors intelligent,they work hard for it and we should appreciate wat we have now and it just nice i have chance to be part of it~